View Full Version : To everyone: I'm sorry
vanillaninja
01-09-2009, 18:12
Hey guys,
I know your all probably really really angry at me and you should be. I'm a liar, copyright stealer, a hypocritic and many other names. I wanted to tell you all I'm sorry. I sorry for harrassing you, being a jerk to you, cussing at you, and many other things as well. When I first uploaded Maarja's music I never intended to let it go this far. I honestly should have taken the videos down when i first got an email but I didn't. I'm sorry for that. And the second time too, (That one was the bop and cttd one though). I'm also sorry for saying I hate Maarja I really don't. At first I did but then I realized I was hating the wrong person. I should have been hating myself. I was the idiot who uploaded the videos not Maarja. I know I have been a jerk and don't deserve much but I wanted to know if I could start all over with all of you. Someone on this site said that there is a chance you guys will forgive me but If you don't I understand. Thanks for putting up with me. Again I'm sorry for everything.
mellukas
01-09-2009, 18:15
Its is nice that you apologize. And understand what you did wrong. But I think you should hate neither Marya or yourself. because hate is a energy stealer. Many people spend hours of hateing someone. And promoting it. While they should spend the time on supprting the people they like. Hate wont take you anywhere. Not even hating yourself.
I for one admire you for doing this :-) I really do hope you mean everything you say and I am 100% willing to put it all in the past and start again.
I'm pretty sure that most here will feel the same was as me as well :-D
It takes a lot to admit you are wrong and you have done that here. I'm sure it would have been much easier to walk away than do this.
Thank you for doing this btw, I was beginning to doubt my faith in people lol.
Well we forgave Rene for what he did, and i can forgive you too. I hope you can settle into the forum now and we dont have these problems again,we only want to support each other here not fight, so i for one am willing to give you the benefit of the doubt and believe you actually do want to fit in here so i look forward to seeing you on more fun threads :-)
Hey I an really surprised that u did this, and i agree with deb - its definitely more easier to walk away than to say sorry... Im taking my insult back, sry, I crossed the line a bit :S
And I would love to see you posting, trust me, ppl on this forum are great, and we don't fight. that much xD
So, hope u'll fit in
:-D
hello vanillaninja! i am the koskamr in youtube.i think i send u some messages and told u to delete the videos.sorry if i was bad with u i cant remember..:-p
dont feel guilty...its ok ! we learn from our mistakes...:-D
so i am ok with u! no problem!
totally agree with all of u! and with mellukas especially!;-)
this is a lovely forum! i dont think the word hate is suitable in this forum!
dont hate yourself!!!:kiss:
all of us sometimes make mistakes! like me! when i register 4 first time i was spamming a lot! like an idiot child! then i catch up what is going on here!
spamming is bad!
anji deb? can u remember? om god! :devillaugh::devillaugh::devillaugh:
it was so funny!
Can we remember????? lol how could we not :rofl: omg Kostas you drove us insane them first few weeks, but now I love you like you were my brother :kiss:
Same with Cool Vibes / Rene as Anji mentioned, he tried our patience on many occasions and still does to this day :-p But he is also part of our huge online family here :-D
BTW Vanillaninja, what do you want us to call you? Vanillaninja? if so be prepared for me either shortening it to VN or making endless typos lol. Typing that over and over is as hard as tpying blooldflowerz omg I cannot type that name without having to correct it :finger: :-D Or would you rather we called you by your name?
Its is nice that you apologize. And understand what you did wrong. But I think you should hate neither Marya or yourself. because hate is a energy stealer. Many people spend hours of hateing someone. And promoting it. While they should spend the time on supprting the people they like. Hate wont take you anywhere. Not even hating yourself.
Mel can you please come live with me. I need you by my side 24/7 to make me think straight lol. I so love your words of wisdom :-D
omy god! i cant wait to meet u deb..promise me if i come to UK u will hug me and kiss me! i am a little shy!!! lol! i think vn sounds great!
anji deb? can u remember? om god! :devillaugh::devillaugh::devillaugh:
it was so funny!
lmao of course we remember :haha: but it was fun :-p
Can we remember????? lol how could we not :rofl: omg Kostas you drove us insane them first few weeks, but now I love you like you were my brother :kiss:
Deb is right, you drove us crazy lol but we love ya like crazy now lol this forum would be a sadder place without you here :hugs:
omy god! i cant wait to meet u deb..promise me if i come to UK u will hug me and kiss me! i am a little shy!!! lol! i think vn sounds great!
That didnt sound shy at all :-p
:rofl: at the last comment Anji lol.
Kostas of course I will my darling :hugs: I am a very huggy type person so you have no worries there lol.
Do you also remember when you went missing and scared me half to death :shock: Don't ever do that again Kostas :-p
Prokopis
01-09-2009, 20:13
Well first time i saw all these ''kind of war'' that you did i was extremely annoyed and i did not want to take place in this i saw all this insulting and imature behaviour from you and i was like ''what the hell is going on here?''.i did not send you any message because i know that you will gonna soon regret it,because all the people make mistakes and we should give a second chance to everyone.(:
oh my god...yes i was so damn stupid whenn i did it! i didnt attend to make u worry!
i will never do it again! so sorry!
it makes me feel great though, u know honey cause u got worried about me..that means that u care about me..love ya!
Prokopis
01-09-2009, 20:23
I Feel That tonight There is a great atmosphere:-):-)
Its nice that u apologized, I'm glad u did and I'm surprised as well!:-D
vanillaninja
02-09-2009, 00:39
Thanks all of you for your mercy. I felt and still feel bad for all the stuff I called you guys. So thanks for being kind and taking me back. I apreciate it. I like it better when we are all happy. Thanks for teaching me an important lesson too. :) I learned that you can't hide from the things you have done. One day it will come back and bite you and bite hard. So thanks all of you for your kindness. "I promise not to lie anymore and to never be a jerk like that ever again and never to upload her music to youtube. Thanks again and sorry. :)
vanillaninja
02-09-2009, 00:47
I forgot to say VN is a fine name I can be called. Thanks guys. :)
:grouphug:
It was a great night to do it as well, one year anniversary for forum :-D
Life's about lessons and we all make mistakes, you aren't alone there. You're lucky you managed to learn it, many don't :-) They just live their lives miserable and hiding behind something. That must suck :-p and yep things always come back to bit you on the bum :lmao:
And I'm sooooo happy I don't have to type vanillaninja everytime lolol :devildance:
Deb is right, it was a good thing you did, and its nice that we can all move on from this :-)
Hopefully we can all just lay this issue to rest.
See you in the other threads :-D
hi VN,
it takes some guts to be open like that and i also think we should forgive you and don't make a bid deal out of it anylonger.
life is for learning lessons and i hope you learned yours!!!
mellukas
02-09-2009, 17:02
Mel can you please come live with me. I need you by my side 24/7 to make me think straight lol. I so love your words of wisdom :-D
Of course! :-) Come here and we'll make it happen!
bloodflowerz
03-09-2009, 11:25
Hi VN! Thanks for having the courtesy to apologize to us all - and for promising not to do a "repeat". We look forward to you keeping your word.
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